Fanatics

2006-08-04T08:31:00.000-07:00

finally sem 2 of yr 3 is over

n exam is approaching

can't wait for 23 aug

bt i jus had a new liking: Trinity Blood

trinity trina, trina trinity

both start wif "Tri"

haha (trying hard 2 search 4 sum links, bt dis link reely weak lo)

everytime dink of trinity

will either tot of Trinity in Matrix or Abel Nightroad

bt i shall admit tt it is more of Abel Nightroad lor

find on e int all tt i can abt dis animation

his hair is white/grey

bt dunnoe y he is so handsum n cool

dun look old at all

he is a kresnik or crusnik (dunnoe which is e correct spelling)

a varmpire itself feeding on e blood of other varmpires (tts e way dey pronounced vampire in e anime, jap eng, if i m nt wrong)

when he turn in2 tt, his eyes becum red... ...

abit scary la

bt he is a kind old man

aiyo, dun 1 2 beat ard e bush liao lah, so damn wish-washy of me

i cannot stop dinkin him, in short

haha

hw cum i noe of dis anime

is thru watching e screening of jap anime in SP, being greedy 4 e poster, which ends up 2 be a poster dey put up 4 notice

luckily dey nv tell us wat poster we will receive, or else i wun go, then i will regret afterwards

bt nvm, tts nt e point, cos i not only hv e poster lying in my hs now, bt i hv tonnes of T.B. pics in my com

whahah

bt den again, nt sure y it is spelled TRINTY BLOOD in e poster, when e search engine only recognises TRINITY BLOOD

i also discover on my "TB mission" tt dey gt comics!!!

bt is "yi chan huan xi yi chang kong"

cos its neither from chuang yi

or even from tong li

is frm sum dunnoe wat ulu ulu no well-known publisher

so i 4gt wats e publisher str after i hv seen it

cos i went 2 comics connection 2day 2 da ting da ting yi sia

saw volume 1-5 of T.B, not completed yet

nt sure if its available in tenchi ant

haix, may nt be able 2 rent it afterall

n is NT90 / HK 28

so even if i 1 2 buy

its reel ex sia

mahoraba has no comics

i also realise tt it is originated from Square Enix, e company who created Final Fantasy, my fav game

i mus sae its e funniest of all e animes i watch on tt day

then mai-hime mah... ...

also nt bad

comics is hv la, bt e ding is

i din expect e entire series 2 only consist of 5 bks, frm CY

so fast then the end le

e show is abt a main character who has no idea she's gt superb special powers n bla bla bla

woah, nw then i realise tt i can sae (actually is nag la) so much on anime n comics

i deserve a pat on my back

frm my template wif e TB wallpaper, can c hw deeply i hv fallen 4 Trinity Blood

haha

can le la

i dink tts all 4 2day ba

blog so long le

tired already

nitezzz...

2006-07-19T07:45:00.000-07:00

HA LEY LU YA... ...

HA LEY LU YA... ...

end of CAs...

IAF...

n care lare fei RTS

so elated now

kekeke

so many tests (2 CAs)

then din update my blog

dunnoe wat 2 write nw

i nid ideas

ah...

mayb i can write dis

quite lame la

bt hang on o

its a fact

4 celebration

i treated myself 2 a waffle

Prima Deli 1 hor! (lyk v da bu liao lyk tt)

Prima Deli waffle is the pang-est of all, or so i dink

in JB

oh, not johor bahru

is Jurong Point, JP JP, sae wrongly

c la, happy until becum off le

for yr information, i m v. proud 2 tell u tt off means out of my mind (4 dose who dun understand wat i mean)

okie lah, nth more 2 write liao

i shall continue next...

(2 be cont'd)

btw

i jus posted a new song

e whole melody is v nice --- enjoy

2006-07-01T08:04:00.000-07:00

:(

2day slept till 3 p.m.

half of my day is gone

or...

wasted...

bt i m a lazy pig

n tts a fact

no more GTO pics

cos 4 sum reason

simplicity is art

recently i hv becum more chinese-oriented

haha

mayb i read more comics than storybks nowadays

not sure if its a gd or bad sign

1st i read e "jue dai shuang jiao"

after tt i read "BAD COMPANY" written by Toru Fujisawa or Tohru Fujisawa, a prelude 2 GTO

then i read GTO itself

after tt

which is now

i m reading a comics revolving around apparitions written by Shou Makura and drawn by Takeshi Okano

n caused myself 2 be misunderstood by my classmates tt i m a pervert or sumding lyk tt lah, in e lecture hall

actually i can already continue reading e nvt pg

bt dey kip luffin n i couldn't concentrate at all,haha

so stuck in tt same pg wif e dirty pic 4 a v long time reading e same words s they couldn't reely gt in2 my head

so dis make their misunderstanding of me even deeper

haha

funny

currently got a strong urge not 2 read comics in frt of ppl anymore unless i m reading storybks

except my family

cannot avoid dese sorts of misunderstanding actually

not e 1st

n will nv be e last

for 2 reasons:

1. i m damn addicted 2 comics, so i read it everywhere i go, even when i m poo-ing in e toilet (as if)

2. currently, mos comics, at least 70% or above, have dirty pics, but e the main subject matter or e content is not about all those obscene dings,i hv done my research well u c (if u beliv)

so...

dis is it.

2006-06-25T07:02:00.000-07:00

seh sian sia

starting tml 4 every wk will be an 8 AM class

tsk

1st day then lyk tt le

will reely spoil my entire wk

so in order 2 revive e situation A LITTLE BIT

dis site is my fren introduce de

damn funny

watch throughout e video!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nf69KyOZBZg&search=SMAP

2006-06-19T00:45:00.000-07:00

once there was a tree . . .

n she loved a little boy.

n everyday e boy would come

n he would gather her leaves

n make them into crowns n play king of e forest.

he would climb up her trunk

n swing from her branches

n eat apples.

n they would play hide-and-go-seek.

n when he was tired, he would slp in her shade.

n e boy loved e tree . . .

very much.

n e tree was happy.

but time went by.

n e boy grew older.

n e tree was often alone.

then 1 day e boy came 2 e tree n e tree said, "cum, boy, cum n climb up my trunk n swing from my branches n eat apples n play in my shade n be happy."

"i m 2 big to climb n play," said e boy.

"i 1 2 buy things n hv fun. i 1 sum money. can u giv me sum money?"

"i'm sorry," said e tree, "but i hv no money. i hv only leaves n apples. take my apples, boy, n sell them in e city. then u will hv money n u will be happy."

n so e boy climbed up e trunk n gathered her apples n carried them away.

n e tree was happy.

but e boy stayed away 4 a long time . . .

n e tree was sad.

n then 1 day e boy came back n e tree shook wif joy n she said, "cum, boy, climb up my trunk n swing frm my branches n be happy."

"i m 2 busy 2 climb trees," said e boy.

"i 1 a house 2 kip me warm," he said.

"i 1 a wife n i 1 children, n so i nid a house. can u giv me a house?"

"i hv no house," said e tree.

"e forest is my house, but you may cut off my branches n build a house. then u will be happy."

n so e boy cut off her branches n carried them away 2 build his house.

n e tree was happy.

but e boy stayed away 4 a long time.

n when he came back, e tree was so happy she could hardly speak.

"cum, boy," she whispered, "cum n play."

"i m 2 old n sad 2 play," said e boy.

"i 1 a boat tt will take me far away frm here. can u giv me a boat?"

"cut down my trunk n make a boat," said e tree.

"then u can sail away . . . n be happy."

n so e boy cut down her trunk n made a boat n sailed away.

n e tree was happy . . .

but not really.

n after a long time e boy came back again.

"i m sorry, boy," said e tree, "but i hv nth left 2 giv u---my apples r gone."

"my teeth r 2 weak 4 apples," said e boy.

"my branches r gone," said e tree.

"u cannot swing on them---"

"i m 2 old 2 swing on branches," said e boy.

"my trunk is gone," said e tree.

"u cannot climb---"

"i m 2 tired 2 climb," said e boy.

"i m sorry," sighed e tree.

"i wish i could giv u sumding . . . but i hv nth left. i m just n old stump. i m sorry . . . ."

"i dun nid v much now," said e boy, "jus a quiet place 2 sit n rest. i m very tired."

"well," said e tree, straightening herself up as much as she could, "well, n old stump is good 4 sitting n resting. cum, boy, sit down. sit down n rest."

n e boy did.

n e tree was happy.

e giving tree by shel silverstein

e moral of e story is . . .

go figure it yrself . . .

2006-06-15T23:08:00.000-07:00

a long way out in e deep blue sea dere lived a fish

not jus an ordinary fish, bt e mos beautiful fish in e entire ocean

his scales were every shade of blue and green and purple, wif sparkling silver scales among them

e other fish were amazed by his beauty

they called him rainbow fish

"come on, rainbow fish," dey would call

"come n play wif us!"

bt e rainbow fish would jus glide past, proud n silent, letting his scales shimmer

1 day, a little blue fish followed after him

"rainbow fish," he called, "wait 4 me! pls giv me 1 of yr shiny scales. dey r so wonderful, n u hv so many."

"u 1 me 2 giv u 1 of my special scales? who do u dink u r?" cried rainbow fish

"get away frm me!"

shocked, e litle blue fish swam away

he was so upset, he told all his frens wat had happened

frm then on, no1 would hv anydin 2 do wif e rainbow fish

dey turned away when he swam by

wat gd were e dazzling, shimmering scales wif no one 2 admire dem?

nw he was e loneliest fish in e entire ocean

1 day he poured out his troubles 2 e starfish

"i really m beautiful. y doesn't any1 lyk me?"

"i can't ans tt 4 u," said e starfish

"bt if u go beyond e coral reef 2 a deep cave u will find e wise octopus. mayb she can help u."

e rainbow fish found e cave

it was v dark inside n he couldn't c anydin

then suddenly 2 eyes caught him in e glare n e octopus emerged frm e darkness

"i hv been waiting 4 u," said e octopus wif a deep voice

"e waves hv told me yr story. dis is my advice. giv a glittering scale 2 each of e other fish. u will no longer be e mos beautiful fish in e sea, bt u will discover hw 2 be happy."

"i can't......" e rainbow fish started 2 say, bt e octopus had already disappeared in2 a dark cloud of ink

giv away my scales?

my beautiful shiny scales?

never

hw could i ever be happy without dem?

suddenly he felt e light touch of a fin

e little blue fish was back!

"rainbow fish, pls dun be angry. i jus want 1 little scale"

e rainbow fish wavered

only 1 very very small shimmery scale, he thought

well, mayb i wouldn't miss jus 1

carefully, e rainbow fish pulled out e smallest scale n gave it 2 e little fish

"thank u! thank u v much!"

e little blue fish bubbled playfully, as he tucked e shiny scale in among his blue ones

a rather peculiar feeling came over e rainbow fish

4 a long time he watched e little blue fish swim back n forth wif his new scale glittering in e water

e little blue fish whizzed thru e ocean wif his scale flashing, so it didn't take long b4 e rainbow fish was surrounded by e other fish

every1 wanted a glittering scale

e rainbow fish shared his scales left n right

n e more he gave away, e more delighted he became

when e water ard him filled wif glimmering scales

he at last felt at home among e other fish

finally, e rainbow fish had only 1 shining scale left

his most prized possessions had been given away, yet he was v happy

"come on, rainbow fish," dey called

"come n play wif us!"

"here i come," said e rainbow fish and, happy as a splash, he swam off 2 join his frens

e rainbow fish by Marcus Pfister

2006-05-18T09:56:00.000-07:00

dis song u r currently listening (if u r) is dedicated to BD tt god damn project

well i nt sure if e tongue twister contest in SP is over

bt if it hasn't

maybe u will lyk 2 join in e fun

hv e guts n e heart

2 blabber e poem all e way

i dare u

I take it you already know
Of tough and bough and cough and dough?
Others may stumble, but not you,
On hiccough, thorough, lough and through.
Well done! And now you wish perhaps,
To learn of less familiar traps?

Beware of heard, a dreaful word,
That looks like beard and sounds like bird,
And dead: it's said like bed, not bead -
For goodness sake don't call it "deed"!
Watch out for meat and great and threat
(They rhyme with suite and straight and debt.)

A moth is not a moth in mother
Nor both in bother, broth in brother,
And here is not a match for there
Nor dear and fear for bear and pear,
And then there's dose and rose and lose -
Just look them up - and goose and choose,
And cork and ward and card and ward,
And font and front and word and sword,
And do and go and thwart and cart -
Come, come, I've hardly make a start!
A dreadful language? Man alive.
I'd mastered it when I was five!

2006-05-08T09:58:00.000-07:00

CERTIFICATE OF EXISTENCE (DOCUMENTED)

form: human being

passport name: goh sze yun trina

recognised name:

1. trina
2. guo ze yun
3. trina goh
4. xiao yu (yun) er
5. trina go
6. tritri nana gohgoh szesze yun yun
7. 3na
8. train
9. tuna
10. tina
11. wanglili
12. blur queen
13. skippy peanut butter
14. enuff le, so much liao

offical add: dover
obsessions:
1. COMICS is no. 1
2. fantasy
3. dl-ing songs
4. comics related collectibles
5. fantasy movies related merchandise
6. special effects movies
7. internet
8. square-enix games especially ff
9. slp late
10. wake up late

detestions:
1. EDUCATION is no. 1 (study, hmwk, exams, tests, revison, further studies, and, 4 gdness sake, projs)
2. ITP
3. changing blog template
4. computer breakdowns
5. slp early
6. wake up early
7. cuming tt 1
8. can't rmb anymore

music: nth in preference, any songs tt r acceptable 2 my ears can oready, even if e singer i dun lyk is okie, IT DOESN'T MATTER.

current favourite variety show bt din watch: SO U DINK U CAN DANCE

skilled and poor in wat aspect of my life: talking back

dinkin of: tomato

dreaming of: billabong

2006-04-27T07:50:00.000-07:00

SCENARIO CASE STUDY

1 day

i was preparing to go 4 work

in tangs tt is

the telephone rang suddenly w/o informing me tt it will

i jumped one inch upwards

the telephone rang on

i walk to the phone

the telephone still rang

i pick it up

no more stopid ringing sound

the house is quiet

i started 2 speak

trina: hello

caller: may i speak 2 shirley

i jumped two inch upwards

2006-04-26T07:42:00.000-07:00

1 day I go 2 climb up a 3 outside a house to peep. But a
couple saw me, so I panic and 4 down. The man rush
out and wanted to 5 with me. I run until I fall 6 and
throw out. So I go into 7 eleven and grab some 8 to
throw at him.

Then I took a 9 and try to stab him. 10 God he run
away. So, I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7
eleven. Next day, I call my boss and say I am 6. He
said 5, tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work.
He also ask me to climb a 3 and jump down. I don't
understand, I so nice 2 him but I don't know what he 1.

2006-04-24T08:08:00.000-07:00

CERTIFICATE OF EXISTENCE (DOCUMENTED)

form: human being

passport name: goh sze yun trina

recognised name:

trina
guo ze yun
trina goh
xiao yu (yun) er
trina go
tritri nana gohgoh szesze yun yun
3na
train
tuna
tina
wanglili
blur queen
skippy peanut butter
enuff le, so much liao

offical add: dover

obsessions:

COMICS is no. 1
fantasy
dl-ing songs
comics related collectibles
fantasy movies related merchandise
special effects movies
internet
square-enix games especially ff
slp late
wake up late

detestions:

EDUCATION is no. 1 (study, hmwk, exams, tests, revison, further studies, and, 4 gdness sake, projs)
ITP
changing blog template
computer breakdowns
slp early
wake up early
cuming tt 1
can't rmb anymore

music: nth in preference, any songs tt r acceptable 2 my ears can oready, even if e singer i dun lyk is okie, IT DOESN'T MATTER.

current favourite variety show bt din watch: SO U DINK U CAN DANCE
skilled and poor in wat aspect of my life: talking back
dinkin of: tomato

dreaming of: billabong

2006-04-21T01:18:00.000-07:00

...

jus a note: my tagger is in e gallery section (so ma fan hor)

i hv no idea y all my entries r capitalised

lyk shouting 2 e reader abt my daily life happenings

wanted 2 use dis template wif wmp

bt failed 2 e extreme

then becum e design b4 dis current design

i m reely a failure in blog template

hahahaha

siow

well

i wanted dis design actually cos i saw a pair of shoes tt i m obessed wif in e com i work 4 during my itp (crazy, wat has dis pair of shoes gt 2 do wif dis template)

cos dis black n white poker dots is e design of e shoes

can't reely sae is e same la

bt is similar lah

so in another words

changing 2 dis blog design is jus 2 remember e shoes tt i luv (4 a short period of time la)

bt den its 2 ex 4 me

69.90 ---> 70 bucks lor

xim tiang le ae zai bo

haha

bt wat 2 do

then nt only tt

i also lyk a tangerine shoes

29.90 ---> 30 bucks lo

dis shoes pattern more complicated than e $70 1

bt 2 dink tt is cheaper

y in-hs brand price so steep de

well so much of dis

nt goin 2 blabber abt it anymore le

2006-04-15T10:28:00.000-07:00

when i 1 2 sign in 2 my blog a/c

i 4gt e password

morale: i lost touch wif my blog liao

mus be in more contact wif it le

luckily i rake my brain then i gt it

my last day was actually 14th april

bt my last day was virtually 15th april

cos i haven finish typing-

wk 5 report by 14th april

wk 6 report by 14th april

n haven let my sup giv me my overall grade

AGENDA for 15th APRIL:

9.00 A.M. wake up

4 me who usually wake up at ard 2 to 3 plus

9.00 A.M. is still dusk

bt 4 dose ppl who usually wake up at ard 8 sumdin lyk tt w/o e help of an alarm clock

it may be quite late

wake up so early 4 wad

afterall itp over le mah

still gt wat

I TOT I SAID JUS NW

bianging, chionging my 2 wks report

damn beng sang

do until abt 1 P.M. lyk tt then print wk 5 report nia

after tt

take a small bite

then go back n bury myself in e com again 2 rush 4 wk 6 report

wk 6 report is e worst of all e worst 1

15th april need 2 pass up 2 my sup

15th april then i start 2 TOUCH it

so wise of me

so... ...

expected la

do 4 many hrs

until 8 P.M. plus then i m done wif it

wah liu...

... ...

i can only sae dis

I M VERY VERY VERY HAPPY 2 HV GT OVER WIF ITP

e day tt i hv waited for 6 wks

e day finally came

ABIT she bu de

cos my colleagues treat me v well

sianx

bt wanna go and visit dem in e future

yet

nt surprisingly

e feeling on e last day was sumwat diff frm e rest of e days

i feel lighter sumhw

as if i hv lifted a heavy burden frm my back

okie

enuff of all dis nitty gritty speech

lucky attachment is only e 1st n e last :) :) :)

or else i'm gonna faint

sch is reopening soon :(

hope my last gems will prove 2 b a better 1 than e previous gems i hv

bt i dun dink my last yr in poly will b a better 1 than e 2nd yr

e last ding i nid 2 do tml is 2 do tt dunnoe wat student report form

also dunnoe if nid 2 photostap ant

if nid 2

then i dun c any nid 4 it

since it will be submitted electronically

if dun nid

eh?

still 4gt i nid 2 do sumdin

print my timetable

i m a last minuter

can't beliv it

slow coach

oh

she-at

nw then rmb i haven do sumdin: -

write finish p.g 25 of logbk

can c tt tml will be a rather busy day 4 me

gotta slp early

yaya

dun worry

2.30 A.M. 4 me is still a not-bad time 2 slp

later when i m lying on my bed

i dink i will be wondering if dis is e longest length of entry i hv

if it is

mayb its 2 compensate 4 e period tt i din kip in ctt wif my blogger

2006-03-05T06:59:00.000-08:00

i hv jus compiled a list of elvish language (in Quenya, Sindarin and/or Shire form) frm my tolkien bks

mostly abt e times of e year

february --- Nenime (Quenya)
february --- Ninui (Sindarin)
march --- Sulime (Quenya)
march --- Gwaeron (Sindarin)
april --- Viresse (Quenya)
may --- Lotesse (Quenya)
may --- Lothron (Sindarin)
july --- Cermie (Quenya)
august --- Urime (Quenya)
September --- Yavannie (Quenya)
September --- Ivanneth (Sindarin)
September --- Halimath (Shire)
October --- Narquelie (Quenya)
October --- Narbeleth (Sindarin)
November --- Hisime (Quenya)
November --- Hithui (Sindarin)

solar year --- Loa
spring --- Tulie

4 e other mths lyk jan, june and dec

n 4 e other 3 seasons which are summer, autumn and winter

i m sure e bk hv them

jus tt i couldn't find it

maybe i hv overlooked

tml will be a long day

or i hope not

2006-03-04T07:35:00.000-08:00

ytd...

nth 2 blog abt (i do not mean its a boring day, in fact its e best day of my life)

ytd was a day of living-lyk-a-empress day actually

only eat, slp, drink n exhibiting a pig's behaviour

so in conclusion

ytd was a day v difficult 2 cum by 4 me

fri mar 3rd 2006 ------ i will cherish dis day (remind me)

b4 fri was all exams, CAs, projects, n e List of Sufferings goes on

after fri, actual itp will be round e corner

not tt sat n sun i will be v busy

jus tt mayb sat n sun 4 me will be pre-ITP depression or watever u call it

4 today

nth special

jus one thing different tho

n tt is: 2day is chinese new yr eve 4 me

guess i shd phrase it in another way

2day is a prior-to-chinese-new-yr period or day 4 me

i disinfect my room which is full of dirt, dust, rubbish, garbage, ashes (ashes? wat ashes?)

gotta clean my room or else i cannot stay in it anymore n got 2 move out, cos its 2 dirty liao

so i purify my room lyk nv b4 as if CNY is approaching

shd hv done it b4 cny (i dun mean nw also cannot lah)

jus tt i was busy meeting clients to discuss impt (0r silly) joint projects tts all

well, if i can choose, i will choose 2 attend sch rather than itp

bt of cos i mean sch w/o any project n stuff lyk tt

bt of cos again, its totally impossible

so it comes back 2 e same ding again

mus do ITP

i shall stop ranting anymore

in case u r snoring already

2006-03-02T08:41:00.000-08:00

alamak

do dis song ding 4 a few hrs

haix

zong suan do "ok" le

but not really ok

but also cannot consider tt its not ok

but better than last time when no trace of e song can be heard at all

ma ma hu hu ba...

cannot be compared 2 wat surely do 1

perfat

sian

who call my hands not to be itchy

din go n save it

... ...

dis sem de freedom day lyk a bit weird weird de

dun feel any better lor

in fact we r all feeling worse

illogical

cannot enjoy dis sem "holiday" le

dun even dink i can pin my hopes on e nxt sem holiday as well n onwards

all hopes of relaxation, comfort, enjoyment, fun, entertainment......

well...

everydin is ruined by dis darned ITP

destroyed by tt !@#$%^&*()_+~ WKLY ASSIGNMENTS

tts it

2006-02-23T07:39:00.000-08:00

dawn recommend me a PARADISE WEBSITE: YOUTUBE
THRILLING
EXCITING
WONDERFUL
takes all stress frm exams!!!

-my shortest post ever-
(if i m nt wrong)

(nono, i dink i m wrong)

2006-02-10T06:15:00.000-08:00

wah...

all bo liao projects are over liao

muahaha... ...

all dreaded CAs had finished

muahahahahah... ...

not even an exam is being sat 4

sob sob... ...

gotta wait for 3 wks b4 dey r over

sob sob sob sob... ...

after exams no rest

sob sob sob sob sob sob... ...

y after exams no rest?

go ITP

heihei haha muahaahhahahah... ...

after itp no rest

no......................................................................

y after itp no rest?

business development mania

when we will we ever have rest???

ar.........................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111

oops

typo error

2006-01-26T06:57:00.000-08:00

wheehee...

CHINESE NEW YEAR is cuming!!!

can't wait 4 it!!

3 more days!!

counting down now!

ah... finally read finish my comics : JUE DAI SHUANG JIAO

yaya, "finally".

was damn worried tt i din bought e complete set

was dinking tt i maybe dinking 2 much

until i asked chuangyi

n i was proven WRONG

arghh... ...

asked a long time ago isit e last bk of dis series is 32

n tt person in charge cum n tell me:

yes

bt den i was still v v v afraid tt i bought e incomplete series

so i ask again

n dis time

diff ans from dem

dis is NOT e complete set

oh for goodness sake

BASHHHHHHH tt person up

i was kinda...

nono, not kind of, is EXTREMELY

disappointed

downcasted

tt time surely show me on e internet tt dis same series, same black n white colour, same size of book gt 100 over volumes

n i predicted dis day will cum

i was proven RIGHT

gdness gracious me

gt gd n bad side of it

gd is because i finally noe e truth

nvt time no nid 2 kip wondering le

bad is because dis truth is reely 2 devastating 4 me liao

e blow is 2 big

cannot take it, if u noe wat i mean

wat can i do?

nid 2 murder sum1 2 vent off my agitation

so tt i will feel much better

mayb murder e person who is reading dis nw

2006-01-10T07:03:00.000-08:00

the lord of the rings is ancient le.

harry potter has ended.

4 e chronicles of narnia, its only a matter of time.

i m a fantasy fan.

i m patiently waiting 4 e nvt fantasy movie, releasing in 2006 dunnoe when:

ERAGON.

same s e lord of e rings, a trilogy.

ERAGON is e 1st bk.

e 2nd bk is ELDEST.

e title of e 3rd bk is dunnoe wat la.

probably dey will also make e other two in2 a movie.

feel lyk buying them.

bt haven even read finish JUE DAI SHUANG JIAO.

oh btw.

i m also a martial arts comics fanatic.

2006-01-06T08:09:00.000-08:00

sch holidays...
is sch holidays meh...
i dink shd be lecturers' holiday only ba
haha
e most recent holiday b4 dis is e best 1 le...
haiz
bt its over le
better dun sae le
sae liao even more heartbroken
haha
nw gt dis TIAN SHA de BUSINESS DEVELOPMENT
so v de ma fan
so v de difficult
on e way
we mit many obstacles in doin all dose GAI SI de PROJECTS
n we also heard, see, taste n feel many infuriating dings happening 2 us in SUM of our projs
arghh...
bt 1 ding worth 2 be happy over is 2day
can at last rest le
cos ecm is over 4 e 1st wk (bt nt over 4 fm n wat-nt la)
tho i dun reely lyk CNY
bt dis yr i amazingly look 4ward 2 it
reason: dink its quite obvious la, so dun nid 2 explain any further
mannequins...
mus wear undergarments mah?
i m still in e dumfounded mode...

2005-12-28T06:37:00.000-08:00

haha
dis is e 1st time i m uploading a pic
nt sure if can c it ant
dis is an elven leaf necklace
my fav
tho u may dink only hv a leaf, 2 plain
haha
altho its still a lotr merchandise
i luv it even more than e ring
i bought it long ago
at e raffles city simply toyz my fav. hangout
at e time when i was still working in bugis
e 1st time i reely openly wear it was on my birthday
not a coincidence
bt i purposely de
haha
i feel lyk wearing it when sch start
bt dunnoe if its a bit weird ant
haha
hope tt its nt tt awkard s i imagine it 2 b

2005-12-25T08:46:00.000-08:00

yeah yeah
dis is e last poem i'm gonna type
at last...
finally...
i hv been waiting 4 dis moment
r u?
hahah
after 2day
i will hv 2 dink of wat 2 write again
cos i dun wish my blog 2 be in e standby mode
so here comes e last poem
which is also e most famous 1 in e return of the condor heroes
so coincidental hor
haha
if u dunnoe wat i m saying
e 1st line of e poem i will say in chinese
"wen shi jian, qing wei he wu, zhi jiao ren sheng shi xiang xu"
dis is e english version

Groping for Fish
by Yuan Haowen

O Mortals, what is this love
That binds beyond life on earth?
To all corners in a pair we fly,
Braving summer and winter by and by.
Union is bliss, parting is woe,
Agony is boundless for a lovelorn.
Sweet heart, give me word....
Trails of clouds drifting forward,
Amid mountains cupped with snow,
Whither shall my lonesome shadow go?

tang tang!!!.... tts e end

2005-12-24T08:59:00.000-08:00

Treading on the Grass
by Ouyang Xiu

Parting sorrow grows as he walks further,
Endless like the flow of spring water.

The Partridge Sky
by Nie ShengQiong

Seeking a rosy dream,
Never it comes true.
Who knows my feeling now?
Tears falling on the pillow and the raindrops beofre the doorsteps,
Separated by a window, drip till dawn.

A Twig of Prume Blossoms
by Li Qingzhao

Faded flowers fall, flowing water runs.
Same longing, two hearts in woe.
Such sorrow can be dispel not.
Unknotted from my brows, it gnaws my heart.

Spring in Wulin
by Li Qing Zhao

The wind abates, the flowers fall, scenting the dust.
It is late, I am lazy to comb my hair.
The scenery remains but the people have changed,
all is over.
I wish to speak but choke on my tears.

'Tis said that at Twin Creek, spring is still fair.
I long to row a light boat there.
But am afraid the canoe at Twin Creek
Would not move, overloaded with sorrows.

Long Age
by Zhang Xian

Just like heaven won't grow old,
This love will never end.
My heart is like the double knit net,
Tangle with thousands and thousands of knots.

The Magpie Bridge
by Qin Guan

If our love will long endure,
Does it matter if we don't see each other
day and night?

Bells in the Rain
by Liu Yong

The passionate heart always aches at parting,
Which is all the more intolerable in this cold autumn.
Tonight, sober from wine, where I be?
By the willow bank, in the twilight breeze,
under the fading moon.
For those years ahead,
Any beautiful scenes will impress me not.
Though I may have a thousand tender feelings,
To whom I should pour forth?

2005-12-23T06:14:00.000-08:00

muahahahaha...
at last elearning hell is over...
how long hv we all wait 4 dis day...
bt not e prog lah
can't believe we eat in sch
4 LUNCH
haiz
sianx
wadever
still left e EXTRA fm n training soldiers
jus b4 dis entry i post sum poems
bt e funny ding is
when i go 2 my blog frm a fresh new window
i amazingly can c e new 1
so fast sia
str away de
hmmm...
ever since i change my blog pic 2 dis 1
then my blog has becum so efficient
hahaha
bt its a gd ding la
mayb nvt time i shd change my blog more often
heihei...
bt not sure if others can c it immediately la
bt...
tt doesn't bother me nw
cos at e moment i m in e HIGH mode
WOHOOOOOOO!!!

2005-12-16T08:20:00.000-08:00

"MY HATRED FOR UCCD IS DEEPER THAN THE DEPTHS OF THE SEA AND HIGHER THAN THE AIRS OF HEAVEN"

hai...
yi yan nan jing...
can't beliv it
2day is e last day of sch
i was supposed 2 kai kai xin xin go back hm de
mayb at 5 plus mayb cos of ccvm
yet i ard 6 lyk tt then go hm
n is not becos of ccvm
bt becos of uccd
then not only dis
i drag pai yun n pi li huo down wif me
dey can't go hm early becos of me
n dey and peiwen hv 2 pay 4 my top-up
cos my ezlink card is broke
really guo yi bu qu
then still nv take part in e ecm conclusion n designing of e ccvm
wat the hell is wif me r
everyding go wrong 4 me 2day
e best day of my life
end of term 1
start of HOLIDAYS (gt e-learning meh? haha)
bt i totally ruin it wif my own hands
i hate myself
4 being so slow
bt wat 2 do
mayb its fated tt my 8 characters doesn't match wif e REPORTS 1
tt time rwps also lyk tt
bt 4 sum reason
a 15-pg report jing ran can be much better than a 6-pg report
UNBELIEVABLY RIDICULOUS N ABSURD
2 dink tt i start early 4 uccd cos i dun 1 e history of rwps 2 repeat
bt in e end how?
wat happen huh?
lyk shit!!!
perhaps my hands r 2 itchy
tts y
can't resist e temptation 2 read comics
i dunnoe y i gt e cheek 2 sae tt
wats e matter wif me
go n put e bk rite under my nose when i doin sch stuffs lyk ecm n uccd
knowing tt i wun be able 2 control myself
siow hor me
tts y i create dis quote of mine, specially 4 me only: 'i luv e dings tt i hate, yet hate e dings i luv'
damn contradicting
i can c tt sumding is wrong wif me
totally wrong
its time 4 me 2 eat my medicine
haha, can blog for 2 wks nw le

2005-11-29T07:15:00.000-08:00

Water Dragon Chant
by Su Shi

Of spring's 3 colours,
2 have sunk into the dust,
One falls into the flowing water,
With closer look,
Its not willow, but drops of parting tears.

2005-11-28T07:27:00.000-08:00

Waves Sifting Sand
by Ouyang Xiu

This year's blossoms are brighter than last year's.
Brightest they will bloom next year,
But who can I share them with?

2005-11-27T07:23:00.000-08:00

Mountain Hawthorn
by Ouyang Xiu

Last year, in the first full moon night,
Lanterns brighten the flower market like day.
As the moon creeped up the willow tree,
We met after dusk.

This year, in the first full moon night,
Moon and lanterns shines as bright.
But my love of last year is nowhere,
Tears dampen my spring gown's sleeves.

2005-11-26T07:19:00.000-08:00

Prelude to Water Melody
by Su Shi

We laugh and sigh, part and reunite,
The moon dims and brightens, waxes and wanes,
It has never been perfect.
I wish we would live long,
And thousand of miles apart, admire the moon.

2005-11-25T21:35:00.000-08:00

A Riverside Town
by Su Shi

For 10 years, life and death have us separated,
Though not thinking of you,
Unforgettable you still are.
Your lonely grave a thousand miles away,
Nowhere to vent my grief.
Even if we meet, you would not recognise me:
My face is worn with dust,
And my hair turned frosty white.

2005-11-25T07:18:00.000-08:00

Looking at the South
by Wen Tingyun

After dressing my hair,
I lean over the riverside tower alone.
A thousand sails pass by, but the one i crave is not in sight.
The setting sun shimmers passionately on the flowing water.
My heart breaks at the sight of the white duckweed islet.

2005-11-24T06:26:00.000-08:00

Evening of the First Full Moon to the tune of Green Jade Table
by Xin Qiji

A thousand times, i seek her amid the crowd.
I turn my head suddenly,
And there she stands,
In the dim lantern lights.

2005-11-23T07:33:00.000-08:00

Song of Divination
by Li Zhiyi

Upstream i live and you downstream.
Day after day, thinking of you, i see you not,
Though we drink from the same river.
When will this river stop flowing?
When can my sorrows end?
Only wish your heart is like mine,
Never fail you, will i.

2005-11-22T06:50:00.000-08:00

Joy of Meeting
by Li Yu

Forest flowers fade their rosy colour,
All too soon. Alas,
Dawn brings chlling rain and at dusk the wind blows.

Her rouge-stained tears,
Keep me intoxicated,
Will we ever meet again?
Life is full of regrets always.
Just as the river flows east eternally.

2005-11-21T07:41:00.000-08:00

Joy of Meeting
by Li Yu

Silently i climb alone to the western chamber,
Moon is like a hood.
Lonesome parasol trees lock the chilly autumn in the deep courtyard.

Cut, yet unsevered,
Tidied, the more it entangles,
Such is parting sorrow-
An unspeakable feeling that gnaws the heart.

2005-11-20T05:21:00.000-08:00

WORLD CYBER GAMES RAWK E WORLD OUT OF U!!!

2005-11-19T07:21:00.001-08:00

Departing the Han Palace
by Li He

Heaven would grow old if it could feel too.

2005-11-18T07:24:00.000-08:00

Yearning
by Liu Kezhuang

Timely in the morning.
Punctually in the evening,
Twice a day, the sea tide arrives,
But life is endless partings.

Timely in coming,
Punctually in going,
The swallows know when to return,
My dear one's homecoming is not known.

2005-11-17T07:35:00.000-08:00

Peach Flowers
by Cui Hu

Last year on this very day, at this very place,
A pretty face shines among the peach flowers.
Today the pretty face is nowhere in sight,
Yet the peach flowers still laugh in the spring breeze.

2005-11-17T07:28:00.000-08:00

Bamboo Branch Song
by Liu Yixi

The willows green the river shore,
I hear my love singing in a boat.
It's sunny in the east, raining in the west.
It seems the sun is hidden but love is in the air.

2005-11-15T07:55:00.000-08:00

Thinking of the Departed
by Yuan Zhen

After seeing the Cang sea, no water is magnificient.
Other than those embracing Mt Wu, no cloud is beautiful.

2005-11-14T04:09:00.000-08:00

Untitled
by Li Shangyin

Hard to meet, and hard to part,
The east wind is feeble, and hundreds of flowers wither.
Spring silkworms stop weaving only when death comes,
The candle weeps till the last drop of tear is shed.

Untitled
by Li Shangyin

Let not the yearning heart compete with the spring blossoms.
Inch by inch, the longing burns to ashes.

The Zither
by Li Shangyin

All these feelings have become cherished memories,
But what's left then is only feelings of loss.

Flower in the haze
by Bai Juyi

Not a flower, nor a haze.
Come at midnight, gone with morning rays.
Coming, like a vernal dream-how long thou stay?
Going, like the morning clouds-where thou art gone?

The Song of Endless Sorrow
Extract from Bai Juyi

In heaven, may we be like birds flying in pairs,
On earth, may we be like two trees woth roots interwined.
The endurance of heaven and earth may end,
This sorrow will go on and on forever.

Bidding Farewell
by Du Mu

Love is deep but appear as none,
Before these farewell cups, smile evades us.
Even the candle grieves to see us part,
Shedding tears for us till day break.

Yearning in a Moonlit Night
by Zhang Jiuling

A brilliant moon arises from the sea,
We share the same moonlight, far apart.
Night seems endless for separated couples,
Longing and yearning throughout the sleepless hours.

2005-11-13T06:58:00.000-08:00

Wild Grass Creeping

Wild grass creeping, crystals dews glowing.
There is a fair maiden, with clear bright eyes.
By chance we meet, my dream comes true.

Beating the Drums
Extract from Book of Songs

Live or die, together or apart.
Our oath remains.
Holding your hands,
We grow old together.

On and On You Travel
Extract from The Nineteen Ancient Poems

On and on you travel, we are separated far apart.
A million miles away, each at ends of earth.
The way is long and toilsome, when can we meet again?

Plucking Lotus Flowers
Extract from The Nineteen Ancient Poems

I cross the rivers to pluck lotus flowers,
The orchid swamps fill with fragrant herbs.
Who should i give these lotus to?
The love one i yearn for is far away.
I look towards my homeland,
The road to it stretches endlessly.
We love each other but are separated,
Sadness accompanies us as we age.

Untitled
by Li Shangyin

Lacking wings, we can't fly side by side like the colourful phoenix,
Yet our hearts could hear each other calling.

Untitled
by Li Shangyin

I know well enough this yearning is of no avail,
Yet i don't know the pain would go wild.

2005-11-12T05:49:00.000-08:00

The Reeds
Extract frm Book of Songs.

The reeds grow green, dew drops turn to frost.
My love one, is at the end of the stream.
Upstream i pursue, the way long and toilsome.
Downstream i pursue, she seems at midstream.

2005-11-08T02:41:00.000-08:00

another 1:

Phoenix Perching on Parasol
by Liu Yong

Regret i will not, even if my gown becum looser each day,
worthwhile it is, though i grow languid becos of u.

2005-11-05T03:31:00.000-08:00

let me c...
i dink i wan 2 break record 4 gd
last time when sch open i dun blog
bt nw i dink i wanna change
bt nt abt daily dings la...
abt poems
then i dun nid 2 everyday "chou" wat 2 blog abt
haha
last time is riddles
nw is poems
sian hor
my blog always can bore ppl 2 death de
bt nvm la
no big deal
all e poems r frm "ROMANCE OF THE CONDOR HEROES; FAVOURITE LOVE POEMS FROM CHINA"
2 start wif
e 1st 1 will be...
tang tang tang tang... ...

The Cooing of the Turtledoves
Extract from Book of Songs.

The turtledoves cooing by e riverside,
The fair maiden, a fine match for the gentleman.

bear wif it la hor

2005-11-04T07:19:00.000-08:00

ALL I EVER NEEDED TO KNOW I LEARNED
IN KINDERGARTEN

mos of wat i reely nid 2 noe abt how 2 liv, and wat 2 do, and how 2 be, i learned in kindergarten.
wisdom was not at e top of e graduate sch mountain, but there in e sandbox at nursery sch.

dese are e dings tt i learned:
share everyding.
play fair.
dun hit ppl.
put dings back where u found them.
clean up yr own mess.
dun take dings tt aren't yrs.
say u r sorry when u hurt sumbody.
wash yr hands b4 u eat.
flush.
warm cookies and cold milk r gd 4 u.
liv a balanced life.
learn sum and think sum and draw and paint and sing and dance and play and work every day sum.

take a nap every afternoon.
when u go out in e world, watch 4 traffic, hold hands and stick together.
be aware of wonder.
rmb e little seed in e plastic cup.
e roots go down and the plant goes up and nobody reely knows how and y, but we r all lyk tt.

goldfish and hamsters and white mice and even the little seed in e plastic cup - dey all die.
so do we.

and then rmb e bk abt Dick and Jane and e 1st word u learned, e biggest word of all:
LOOK.
everyding u nid 2 noe is in dere sumwhere.
e Golden Rule and luv and basic sanitation.
ecology and politics and sane living.

think of wat a better world it would be if we all-e whole world-had cookies and milk abt 3 o'clock every afternoon and then lay down wif our blankets 4 a nap.
or if we had a basic policy in our nation and other nations to always put dings back where we found them and cleaned up our own messes.
and it is still true, no mattter how old you are, when u go out in e world, it is best 2 hold hands and stick together.

from: sch bus

kao...
write lyk hell (4 me)
my hands gonna rot
sooner or later
bt actually is soon
bt i dun care

2005-11-03T05:52:00.000-08:00

THE PROPHET

your children are not your children
they are the sons and daughters of life's longing for itself.
they come through you but not from you,
and though they are with you yet they belong not to you.

you may give them your love but not your thoughts,
for they have their own thoughts,
you may house their bodies but not their souls,
for their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot visit,
not even in your dreams.
you may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you.
for life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.
you are the bows from which your children as living arrows are sent forth.

by Khali Git

hoo...
2 entries in 1 day
hahahaha

2005-11-03T05:14:00.000-08:00

WHEN IF MEETS MUST

if we can fight together, we must strive together

if we can play together, we must pray together

if we can plan together, we must stand together

if we can cry together, we must try together

we must strive together, if we can fight together

we must pray together, if we can play together

we must stand together, if we can plan together

we must try together, if we can cry together

the future of man is built on a plan

of working together whenever we can

so "if" must stand so tall

and "must" alone, cannot fall

for together, forever we bring

the best, the good of it all

JAMES WELDON LANE

if u dink its a poem

u r mistaken

if u dink its a chant

u r wrong

if u dink its a quote

u r rite

happy hari raya puasa

wa...

write until v tired

bt still wanna write

c u in my nvt entry

2005-11-01T07:31:00.000-08:00

hv u...

ever tot of it?

Water

Air

it has no taste

no smell

no colour

and yet...

yet wat?

yet it is e most important thing in the world

sumtimes...

sumtimes (i sae sumtimes, bear tt in mind)

its e ordinary things tt we shd value

dey are everywhere actually

jus tt it appear too obvious,

appear in too normal situations,

appear too many times to our eyes

tt we are too used to it

hv it...

ever cum across yr mind?

2005-10-31T07:10:00.000-08:00

my blog has been lagged 4 atjactly a wk
shdn't hv been e case
bt it turns out 2 b e case
bleahx
sch has started
shn't be bloggin nw (as usual 4 me)
bt shall break a record
as happened in bugis e other day
if i m correct
dink is wed la
wif e holiday ended
i din achieve my aim
which is 2 read finished tt nv ever unfinished tales
darned tt old damn bk!
bt tt maybe becos i half way here, half way dere
ban tu er fei
any-o-how switch 2 another bk
i found sumdin in dis bk
it goes lyk dis...

SUM OF THE THINGS MOS PPL WANT INCLUDE:

1. Health and the preservation of life
2. Food
3. Sleep
4. Money and the things money will buy
5. Life in the hereafter
6. Sexual gratification
7. The well-being of our children
8. A feeling of importance

issit?
is tt true?
i dunnoe
u noe yrself best
go dink abt it
if u ever hv e time 2 spare
bt i guess nt
then again
i may be wrong

happy deepavali

2005-10-24T09:16:00.000-07:00

dis wk
is e 2nd wk i watched stairway 2 heaven

how romantic... ...
"WOW..."

how funny... ...
"HEEHEE... KEKE... HAHA..."

how touching... ...
"OH MY..."

how angry... ...
"TSK, DIS YOULI, TT TAI MEI LUO, ARGHHHH!!!"

how sad... ...
"NO... Y LYK TT..."

mos of all,

how tragic... ...
"OMG... ...
SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB"

-heartbroken-

lucky i din watch e frt pt, or else i wun 1 2 watch e later pt.

2005-10-23T09:52:00.000-07:00

2day i 4gt 2 blog

2005-10-22T07:07:00.000-07:00

recently know of e radio blog club ding
thru dawn aka life-saver
tho it has its limitations
i still find it useful
especially 4 me
whu has nth left
v gd
allow me 2 listen 2 songs
jus by a click of e mouse

2005-10-21T06:50:00.000-07:00

recently went 2 jp
suddenly saw ppl eating e KFC choco i scream e cone 1 e 50cents de
!!!
chocolate??!!
so many donkey mths ago
i cannot gt 2 eat it
my fav...
dey sae its already discontinued liao
i was so upset
then nw
wat e...
rush 2 de counter 2 gt 1 also (dun mind me, i m crazed at tt time lo)
AH......
finally able savour it wif delight (nvt time can eat le)
relish it wif moments of "HMMMmmm..."
-grinning-

2005-10-20T06:58:00.000-07:00

by e way, i din make a entry on wed
so e previous entry is 4 tt day de

lets tok abt happier dings nw
e timetable
in terms of timing
it has improved lo
its v gd
but in terms of the le...
oops
wat did i sae
i sae i wanna tok abt happier dings lor
i m jus 2 carried away

lets tok abt neither sad or happy dings 2day
2day the priya online
msn nick: yaya papaya
i was terribly bewildered 4 e moment
tot i was c-ing dings at 1st
then rubbed my sleepy eyes
she is still dere
frm her i noe tt e appointment 4 gems is out
is 12pm... (i was hopin its 12am)
12pm: damn early (4 me la of cos)
gt 2 set alarm clock on tt day
hope 2 gt in psycho
i nid 2 pray hard tt i gt in e wed slot which offer e nearest location 1
war n battle is on e way soon

2005-10-19T06:13:00.000-07:00

1 mth holiday nt enuff.
3 mths holiday 2 long.
i wanna 2 months.
jus nice timing.
perfect duration.
bt its nt 4 me 2 decide how long.
its 4 sp 2 sae.

2005-10-18T05:27:00.000-07:00

last riddle:

This thing all things devours:
Birds, beasts, trees, flowers;
Gnaws iron, bites steel;
Grinds hard stones to meal;
Slays king, ruins town,
And beats high mountain down.

Yea!
no more le
We shd be feeling happy
frm 2day onwards
mus dink hard on wat 2 blog

2005-10-17T02:09:00.000-07:00

dis is e 2nd last riddle
if u r getting tired of riddles
u shd be saying: "WHEW..."

No-legs lay on one-leg, two-legs sat near on three-legs, four-legs got some.

2005-10-17T01:58:00.000-07:00

ytd din blog
holidays r cuming 2 an end
so nowadays nt free
cos 1 2 finish up dose tt r unfinished
b4 sch starts once again

riddle of e millennium:

Alive without breath,
As cold as death;
Never thirsty, ever drinking,
All in mail never clinking.

2005-10-15T06:25:00.000-07:00

e comics connection site is ready n open at last.
bt er...
it din turn out 2 b tt great s i tot it 2 be
i tot it better than e chuang yi
since CY is jus a publisher (tho its a v well-known publisher la)
lyk sheat hor
so sick of it
yee...ucks
nth in it
CY is much better than comics connection a lot of times

2005-10-14T09:15:00.000-07:00

after my com has being returned 2 me in one piece
i was initially v happy
cos it was repaired at last
but 2 my uttermost dismay
all my docs n music n pics of lotr n ff r gone
4ever
n ever
until i dl them 1 by 1, or thru frens

buden dere is 1 ding i cannot deny tt i was pretty happy abt
cos at 1st ALL OF MY PROGRAMS including my windows media player has becum e most lousy type 1
e downrite ever 1st version de
then of cos cannot perform many dings tt i always used to wif its damn limited function
kinda bei qei
bt suddenly i was surfing net
then pop up a screen i was all e while looking 4ward 2
an UPGRADE OPTION!!!
bt den i mus still admit tt dis is not e latest version tt me (b4 my com break down) and all of u guys r using nw
bt its better than NTH
a BIT more facilites i mus sae
i hope tt more pop up screens of dis kind will fan me
i dun mind u noe

2005-10-13T07:53:00.000-07:00

PS: any1 interested in riddle can find a new 1 in my previous entry.

dinnoe e new timetable is out until pw sae hv.
c le indeed v v happy
y leh?
cos we can gt 2 c exposure for ard 6 hrs a wk (gd rite, so many times)
can die of happiness
can cry of feeling so lucky
i planning to: ... ...
mayb build sum rapport wif her
by kai-ing ta de ma pi
tok sum flattery nonsense wif her
speak sum nice-2-hear bullsheat 4 her
say sum sweety honey rubbish 2 be her ear-candy
since she is all so biased
n may giv higher marks in e future
poo!!!
wat garbage is dis
i dun dink i m of sound mind when keying dis entry of mine
perhaps its becos i cannot kip e stopig timetable out of my head after i hv seen it

2005-10-13T07:07:00.000-07:00

"riddle of e decade":

A box without hinges, key or lid,
Yet golden treasure inside is hid.

2005-10-11T06:29:00.000-07:00

2day i FINISH clearing my room.
wanted 2 do it on fri when we have our last pp n sat.
bt i hv so much in mind.
so much 2 do.
n my room so messy tt i nid more than a day labour.
pig sty u can call it.
burn away rwps txtbk.
throw away mr notes.
get rid of blaw sraps of pp.
tear off fma ntes.
cut sm's handbk in2 bits n little bits of pp.
n e rest u can dink of.
finally tidy up my room in2 a
neat,
clean,
fit-4-human living room.
my room became a more conducive place 2 read my never finish tale.
hoo...

endless love

2005-10-10T07:50:00.000-07:00

i hereby warn e reader of dis entry 2 better put in more effort nvt time in guessing e riddle ans hor, hahahah!!!

here comes e ans:

30 white horses on a red hill,
1st dey champ,
then dey stamp,
then dey stand still.

ans: Teeth

Voiceless it cries,
Wingless flutters,
Toothless bites,
Mouthless mutters.

ans: Wind

An eye in a blue face
Saw an eye in a green face.
"That eye is like 2 dis eye"
Said e 1st eye,
"But in low place
Not in high place."

ans: Sun on the daisies

It cannot be seen, cannot be felt,
Cannot be heard, cannot be smelt.
It lies behind stars and under hills,
And empty holes it fills.
It comes first and follows after,
Ends life, kills laughter.

ans: Dark

hey hey hey, wait wait wait, dun go off yet, hv 2 giv credit 2 tolkien 4 all dis challenging riddles, bt i will still post a few more tolkien riddles b4 we all get sick of it.

dose who make promises dey dun kip end up powerless n frustrated , and exactly e same fate awaits dose who believe dose promises. - Paul Coelho

2005-10-09T02:29:00.000-07:00

"riddle of e yr":

It cannot be seen, cannot be felt,
Cannot be heard, cannot be smelt.
It lies behind stars and under hills,
And empty holes it fills.
It comes first and follows after,
Ends life, kills laughter.

A quiet river of goodness & kindness can cut thru stone. - George W. Bush

2005-10-09T01:51:00.000-07:00

"riddle of e mth":

An eye in a blue face
Saw an eye in a green face.
"That eye is like 2 dis eye"
Said e 1st eye,
"But in low place
Not in high place."

George W. Bush - No work of man is ever prefect.

2005-10-09T01:43:00.000-07:00

ha...lo!

"riddle of e week":

Voiceless it cries,
Wingless flutters,
Toothless bites,
Mouthless mutters.

Victories n defeats form part of every1's life. - Paul Coelho

2005-10-08T07:57:00.000-07:00

ok.
i wan 2 write long blogs, bt i hv no time 4 it.
trust me.
jus 2 fill up my blog, my time, dis is it.
another riddle of e day.
nt really a riddle of e day, cos i ask b4 le, so nw i write is jus 4 fun only.
worse cum 2 worst, i will jus hv 2 ask riddles over e nvt 7 days consecutively, haha. (lucky dey can last me 4 a wk b4 i hv nth 2 tell, muahahah)

30 white horses on a red hill,
1st dey champ,
then dey stamp,
then dey stand still.

shis de bulb

2005-10-06T00:43:00.000-07:00

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Bugis Phenomenon

2005-10-05T06:41:00.000-07:00

bugis phenomenon...
dunnoe wat 2 write abt it (not tt i 1 2 sae abt it), bt also nvm, cos will always gt sum1 who will report it in her blog, on behalf of me 2, haha.
2day went wif surely to suntec, in search 4 e lotr shop tt dawn jus tok abt it, dinkin tt dere will be a whole lot of variety of accessories.
i dinnoe wats e shop name n e level of e shop, so we went 2 find it la, bt also gd in a way lah, cos we shun bian shop shop.
then we finally found it, 2 dink tt e shop is called caesars 4get le (i gt full confidence in myself tt caesars ding is spelled wrongly)
bt b4 tt we use e directory, bt since e shop name (s we found out later) dun suggest anydin abt it, gt directory = no directory.
when i saw e shop (i din dare 2 enter, cos v ulu ulu n also gt so many knives staring at me, so kip loitering outside 4 um time lo), i hv 2 sae i was rather disappointed (bt dawn already said its mostly selling swords replicas, so i m in no postition 2 feel disappointed, hahah).
bt its ok tho, cos i saw a sterling silver elven leaf (is my msn display pic, bt cum 2gether wif a little chain) tt i lyk it.
actually if its in a necklace form, tts even better, cos tts wat i m lookin 4 (bt in fact tts even worse, cos its tt guy personal collection ma, hah)
in e meantime, i kip goin in and out of e shop, n i wonder if dey find me a pest.
i gt frm him sum hope-is-useful info on where 2 gt it, then 1 of his customers sae i may gt it frm far east (bt i dun dink hv, cos i went dere b4 once) n e boss sae he gt it frm e flea mkt in chinatown, dose on e floor de lor.
TOT OF GOIN DERE 2 C.I.O.

FINAL FANTASY 7 - ADVENT CHILDREN

2005-10-03T23:03:00.000-07:00

I M BACK!!!
after such a long delay, 2 mths of hibernation.
i will nw be ard 2 activate it occasionally.
dunnoe y leh, tot tt on fri 4.10.00pm i will hv much 2 sae in my blog, 2 compensate wat dose interestin dings tt happen durin dese 2 mths.
bt in e end, is lyk...
eh, how shd i put it...
hmmm...
is lyk i suddenly nth 2 sae lor, all e dings lyk din happen at all lo, mayb i 2 busy la, tts y ba...

PS: READ DIS.
Once, many yrs ago, a man, whose name is St Savin (he was a saint), lived in 1 of e caves tt are available.
At e time, e village, named Viscos, was populated by bandits fleeing from justice, by smugglers and prostitutes, by confidence tricksters in search of accomplices , even by murderers resting btw murders.
e wickedest of dem all, an Arab called Ahab, controlled e whole village n e surrounding area, imposong extortionate taxes on e local farmers who still insisted on maintaining a dignified way of life.
1 day, Savin came down frm his cave, arrived at Ahab's hs n asked 2 spend e nite dere.
Ahab luffed: "u do noe tt i m a murderer who has already slit a no. of throats, n tt yr life is worth nth 2 me."
"yes, i noe tt, " Savin replied, "bt i m tired of living in a cave n i will like 2 spend at least 1 nite here wif u.
Ahab knew Savin's reputation, which was as great as his own, n dis made him feel uneasy, for he did nt lyk 2 share his glory wif sum1 so weak.
Thus he determined 2 kill him tt v nite, 2 prove 2 every1 tt he was e 1 true master of e place.
dey chatted 4 a while.
Ahab was impressed by wat Savin had 2 say, bt he was a suspicious man who no longer believed in e existence of Good.
he showed Savin where he could sleep n then continued menacingly sharpening his knife.
After watching him 4 a few mins, Savin closed his eyes n went 2 slp.
Ahab spent all nite sharpening his knife.
nvt day, when savin awoke, he found Ahab in tears at his side.
"u weren't afraid of me n u didn't judge me. 4 e 1st time ever, sum1 spent a nite by my side trustin tt i could me a gd man, one ready 2 offer hospitality 2 dose in nid. becos u believed i was capable of behaving decently, i did."
frm tt moment on, Ahab abandoned his life of crime n became a gd man.

[ORIGINAL WORK BY PAUL COELHO, edited slightly by tuna 4 easier understandin of e above passage]
i luv dis story, if dere is anywhere e reader dun understand, consult me. it is impt 2 me, alligator.

everybody is entitled 2 a fantasy.-Rikku of ffx

2005-05-26T21:45:00.000-07:00

nowadays everydin i do is related 2 ff.

i search 4 ff wallpapers, ff screensavers, ff music...

all abt ff.

even my entry quote is frm ff.

gosh, i m startin 2 feel tt i prefer ff 2 tolkien.

i hv been neglectin him, n most of all his unfinished tales.

if i dun read finish unfinished tales asap, then i m really finished.

i hv nt been touchin tt bk, its pgs r turnin yellow, n i think i saw sum cute little white termites bitin off e corners of e pgs.

its rottin away on e shelf.

tts e way of buyin bks, dink i gt so much time, but actually time passes v fast, nv realise it.

... ...

2 b 4gotten is worse than death.-Freya of ff9

2005-05-25T23:59:00.000-07:00

although nth int. happen, i dun 1 2 giv riddles, cos its really borin, n i noe u all feel e same.

sch is startin le, how r u all feelin?

v tou tong, if holiday 2 long, i will sae its v borin, then if holiday 2 short, i will sae holiday nt enuff, zuo ren zhen nan, i rather becum n animal, lead a simpler life, jus hv 2 worry will i b abused, is dere food 4 me, will i b abandoned, will i hv a gd owner, will i happy......

but if u gt follow up every entry in my blog, particularly dis holiday i m always happy, 4 dose many reasons, n i wish tt dis holiday nv 2 end, n i can b kept happy n smilin every single day.

but gt 2 face reality, sch will b startin soon, i dun 1 2 hv white hair, cos though its v normal, we will all b facin pressure again.

always 1 2 pon, but dun hv e heart 2 do so, buden every mornin dis tot will surely flashed in my mind, i can nv gt rid of it.

aw man...

e only dependable ding abt e future is uncertainty-Amarant of ff9

2005-05-24T23:30:00.000-07:00

i hv cum back.

2 days nv write my blog le.

y?

cos i was v happy.

aiya, funny la, i everydin also v happy 1 la, haha.

but really la, i was really v happy.

y?

cos my bro finally solve 4 me e riddle in final fantasy 9 which i cannot solve 4 so so so so...... many mths.

i dink nearly for half a yr, i wasn't able 2 play, cos i was stuck in a place, dunnoe where 2 go, haa.

i v heng lo, my bro solve 4 me b4 sch starts, otherwise i dunnoe nid 2 wait 4 how long then can play my fav game again.

its a v nice game, i luv it.

gt 4 cds leh, so long a game, but luckily i stuck at e 3rd 1, so nt 2 bad la, hah.

ever since he solve 4 me, i kip playin, playin, playin, definitely not becos sch is startin, but becos i cannot wait!!!

i play, play, play, nv once did i let e ps n tv rest n dey r on e verge of explodin, but i dun care, cos i hao bu rong yi then can play, na you zhi yang kuai jiu fan shou, so addicted 2 it s i was addicted 2 tolkien, so i only nid 2 play 4 2 whole days then i finish everyding, v happy, but dose 2 machines v hot le lor, heehee.

buden r, tt time when we 1st hv e game, i also play w/o restin, dunnoe y nv explode.

n i also luv ffx, but tts only 4 ps2.

ps2 lyk v cool leh, i 1 2 hv it also, but mus wait till i gt $.

nvm, 1 day, i day i will buy ps2 n ffx, but scarly dose r outdated le, cum out wif sum ps 3, ha.

yuna, tidus, wait 4 me...

dere is no 2nd chance 4 e 1st impression.-John Gray

2005-05-21T22:30:00.000-07:00

actually i 1 2 giv riddles again, if nth interesting happen, but 2dae my father ridin his bike almost go over a terrapin in e middle of e road, in e middle of e road!!!

whahaha, a terrapin in a carpark!!!

wat e...

if nt 4 e fact tt my father swerve his bike in time, e terrapin will end up lyk e chameleon, when tt peiwen scream her head off, n me n surely was shocked, haha.

but mayb e terrapin was fated 2 liv 4 many many yrs more, who knows?

most likely its some1's pet previously la, but dey abandon it, or mayb she was lost, i nt sure.

i wonder if its male or female or others.

when my father walk 2wards it, 4 sum reason, it quickly go 2wards him.

i dink r, she 1 sum1 2 rescue her.

but we can't kip her, so my father leave her on e grass, n leave 2 fate 2 decide its destiny.

well, its nt e 1st time my father has such strange encounters, ite e 2nd time le, buden tt 1 is a bigger tortoise.

n dunnoe 4 wat reason, e rest of us r always nt dere 2 c 4 ourself, so sad.

if i ever gt 2 c 1 on a road, or mayb on other ridiculous places, e scene is sure 2 b v comical, do u agree wif me?

It is nt e fault of e parrot, but of e 1 who teaches him 2 speak.-Gualemalan proverb

2005-05-20T21:45:00.000-07:00

i was replenishin newspapers 4 milo (in case u dunnoe, milo is nt e drink tt u drink every breakfast, its my dog) toilet when i saw sumding tt relate v closely 2 me.

on 1 of e pgs, i saw: JOB HUNT 2005, FUN FOR LORD OF THE RINGS FAN

luckily i saw it quick b4 i use it 4 milo toilet, haha.

i tot i can gt a job which i can associate myself wif v well, so i was busy readin.

dere it says tt a lotr fan worked s n lotr exhibition show host dressed in a hooded nazgul (sumding lyk a dragon, if u nv heard b4) costume.

his job was 2 usher ppl ard e exhibition while tokin abt e exhibits.

u nid: gd knowlege of all 3 lotr movies (i dink i hv watch lotr 4 more than 3 times), gd communication skills (erm... eh...) n gd nagivational skills so u wun gt lost while showin ppl ard (u most probably c me showin ppl e way in, but ppl will b showin me e way out).

u get: $6 n hr (woah, so much, i hv nv work 4 $6 n hr b4 lehz)-but sum diehard lotr fans do it foc.

u luv: getting 2 touch e exhibits, receivin lotr goodie bags (i luv all dese), wearin n lotr costume (if dere's a nid, i dun mind wearin tt gollum costume).

except 4 e communication n nagivational skills, i generally cmi, its almost perfect, but u do realise in among all dese chunk of info on e job hunt, dere is no hint of where issit, wats e workin hrs like, when is e interivew blah blah blah.

initially i tot i overlook, but then i read all over again but still dun hv.

it was then tt i realise tt dis whole ding is jus sum kind of erm... how shall i put it... dunnoe la, jus sum kind of report la, not wat i tot it 2 b.

btw r, e ans 4 ytd riddle is mountain.

sad...

It seems less evil to counsel another man to break troth than to do so oneself, especially it one sees a friend bound unwitting to his own harm.-Tol

2005-05-19T21:23:00.000-07:00

do any1 of u all hv any topics 2 recommend me?

cos i hv run out of them at last.

nth interesting happen dis few days, so hv no choice but 2 giv u riddles.

4 sum of u, u may hv given it a try, but dis is especially 4 dose who hv nt heard b4.

every riddle i giv will b frm tolkien:

What has roots as nobody sees,
Is taller than trees,
Up, up it goes,
And yet never grows?

dun worry, i will NOT b lyk tt website which will nv giv u e correct ans s long s u didn't giv e correct ans.

He who gives to me teaches me to give.-Danish proverb

2005-05-18T21:50:00.000-07:00

uhhuh, 2dae register 4 gems.

take e scents, cents n sense (i dunnoe issit in correct sequence ant) ding.

i spent wks trying 2 choose which 1 i luv most under e science n technology category, but it turn out tt i like none, COS ALL IS SO BORING!!!

no choice, hv 2 choose 1, so choose dis 1 lor, wonder if its gd, but suddenly in e middle of e conservation wif my frens i suddenly feel terribly giddy, feel lyk vomitting, tt feeling is so terrible, but dun b mistaken, i didn't cum tt 1 (but even if i hv tt 1, i wun b in pain, cos i gt e shen yao wif me, muahaha), is becos i cannot b in frt of e com w/o breakfast n 4 2 long, cos i last min wake up 4 gems, hee hee...

so i slpt 4 many hrs 2 rest...

snore...

snore...

do nt bend.once bend a little,u will b bent further until u r bowed down.Sink yr roots in2 e rock,n face e wind,though it blow away all yr leaves.-Tol

2005-05-17T21:30:00.000-07:00

ever since i gt e ring...

i kip lookin at it...

smiling at it... (pls dun tell me i m a fugitive frm e woodlands mental hospital)

observing it...

tryin it on diff. fingers...

diff. hands...

polishin it everytime i took it out 2 wear...

showin off 2 strangers...

showin off 2 my family n frens...

tellin e whole world of my ring thru my blog...

wavin my hands 2 some1 (whether dey noe me or no, n dun recommend me 2 e mental
hospital, cos i m perfectly normal)...

protectin it by being v careful n slow wif my actions...

sounds like i hv a miserable time hor...

but no...

i was as happy...

s e happiest person tt is living...

i officially declare tt dis drama has come 2 its end.

Mistakes r painful when dey happen, but yrs later a collection of mistakes is wat is called experience.-I dunnoe

2005-05-16T21:35:00.000-07:00

in fact, i dun 1 2 find le, cos i m reely afraid if i saw a better ring, everyding will b gone 2 waste.

but den i continue 2 find e ring all e same.

i noe i shn't do tt, but i can't stop it.

i gt a feeling mayb i m 2 rash, another better ring mayb waiting 4 me out dere.

but i jus can't resist 2 temptation la, haha.

n...

i saw another 1 v similar 2 e 1 i bought.

it really scare me at 1st, but luckily, when i tried it on, i found tt it can't fit me, cos it was big.

if i really can wear it, i will hv a breakdown.

n...

i can proudly announce tt e big ring will b e 2nd n e last ring tt i will set my eyes upon, cos i hv decided nt 2 search anymore le, otherwise i wun b able 2 slp at nite in peace.

after shopping 4 a while more, we went hm.

fret not, dis sequel is now near its last episode, mayb 5 more postings then sayonara le, ha.

The praise of the praiseworthy is above all rewards.-Tolkien

2005-05-15T22:30:00.000-07:00

ya...

then i ask her if dere is a new 1.

but i was disappointed, cos she sae no, its e last 1, cos its v popular, n a lot of ppl bought it liao.

ha, i was wondering if i shd trust her ant.

i was v worried tt if i dun buy now, i dunnoe when n where i will b able 2 gt it again, mayb nv le.

so, at e last, although its ex, blinded by my luv 4 it, i bought it.

i dun care if its a wrong choice, cos i can't afford 2 care.

mayb, i m 2 impulse, i dunnoe.

Immortality is a doom for men.-Tolkien

2005-05-14T23:22:00.000-07:00

when she took it out n show me, u can imagine how i feel.

man, i can't beliv she gt it.

i was so excited tt i grab dawn's shoulder.

sounds exaggerated, but u can ask her if u dun beliv, but scarly she 4gt liao, cos when i grab her, she seems 2 b dreaming.

silver in colour, wif elvish inscriptions on it: "One Ring to rule them all, One Ring to find them, One Ring to bring them all and in the darkness bind them."

haha, now i can still rmb clearly surely sayin tt she found it v familiar, n heard it frm e pokemon show.

damn e pokemons, go n change e word "ring" 2 "ball", ha.

but my heart was busy hammering in e rib cage 2 dink of all dose rubbish.

but i was kinda of afraid it can't fit in2 my finger, cos it look la, look quite small.

but 2 my surprise, can lor...

Let a king first rule well his own house ere he correct others.-Tolkien

2005-05-13T20:50:00.000-07:00

we walk 4 sum time, then we saw a push-cart selling rings n other jewelleries.

dun seem 2 sell e ring tt i 1, but dunnoe y my feet led me 2wards dere on its own, quite against my will.

all dis while finding 4 e ring, i m always hopin against hope.

i m always telling everybody: aiyah, surely dun hv 1 la, aiyah, dis shop cannot b gt sell 1 la, no nid 2 ask, lets go...

but deep in my heart, it was nt so.

i haven really giv up in truth.

i dun bother 2 find, so i jus ask 4 e lord of e ring, n when she sae: "lord of e ring r, i go n check r", my heart stop beating.

sumtimes in life, we dun choose wats rite or wrong, but rather wats more impt 2 us, even though it may b wrong.-Me

2005-05-12T20:00:00.000-07:00

i dun nid 2 worry 4 many days of wat 2 write in my blog le, cos of e ring.

lets start.

ok, we intend 2 go lib, but in end we did nt.

cos i kip pestering dawn 4 my ring, v bad hor, heehee.

went 2 far east 2 find e ring, but dun hv.

then i suggest goin 2 bugis cos hj fren de fren sae she bought e ring frm dere.

i was hopin i can gt it frm dere, but i nv expect my long unfulfilled dream is goin 2 b fulfilled at tt place, at tt day.

issit a bit 2 long le?

if it is, then i shall continue in e nvt post.

I can nv b e happiest person in e world, cos dere will always b some1 who's happier than me.-Me

2005-05-11T20:30:00.000-07:00

2DAY, I M VERY, DAMN, EXTREMELY, SO, ABSOLUTELY, TOTALLY, UTTERLY, COMPLETELY over e moon.

whew...

i m out of breath now.

2dae is n un4gettable day 4 me.

i luv 2dae.

i hv may dings 2 tok abt 2dae.

y r, cos i hv finally bought my ring.

e ring, which i search 4 quite long, e 1 RING LEH!!!

wat do u dink i m so happy 4???!!!

haha, dun blame me, i siao liao lah, 2 happy until i become like tt.

oh oh, c?

jus 2 say tt i m happy can use up so many lines.

omg, i m 2 luo suo le.

so i gt 2 continue wat happen 2dae in tml's entry le.

Sacrifices is not losing anything, its exchanging.-Me.

2005-05-10T21:37:00.000-07:00

nt much dings 2 sae la 2day.

jus 1 2 sae tt i hv learn sumding 2dae.

ya, i hv learn how 2 record songs 2 a MD.

i noe it probably sounds easy 4 u, but 4 me s 1 who hate dis kind of technical dings, 1 who hate 2 learn dis kind of ding, its a big deal, 4 me lah, haha.

actually my sis long ago gave me le, n i hv listen 2 all of e songs in it, n hv repeated many many many (who's tt) times, but nv hv time, or e chance 2 ask my sis how 2 record songs, or even i noe how 2 record, mayb dere's no time 2 do tt.

so i grab dis opportunity b4 its 2 late, when sch starts again.

well, guess wat, i found out tt its quite easy, jus tt its quite troublesome.

but i m relieved tt i noe le, then no nid 2 listen 2 e same old songs over n over again, so sianz.

tt's all.

If you cannot believe your eyes, use your heart to judge.-Me

2005-05-09T21:15:00.000-07:00

my topic 2day is a v dull 1, cos i hv run out of dings 2 sae, yet i still 1 2 write, i v stubborn hor, haha.

lesson time now, but not abt fom, or crs, or itab.

its abt e elvish language.

y...

v sian liao issit...

haiz, i dun blame u.

well, hv 2 gt started, b4 my show starts, ha.

okok, u noe e meaning of mellon rite?

then i will move on 2 e nvt 1.

sun in e elvish tongue is anar.

sounds like malay rite, anar?

ha.

so, anar kaluva tielyanna is "the sun shall shine upon your path" in elvish.

"The End" is sinis.

sounds like finish ho, hah.

lucky 4 e readers, though i claim myself 2 b a devoted fan of tolkien, i only noe dis few.

dis language will nv b used in e world, cos tolkien created it 4 his novels.

but i still luv it cos its a v beautiful language, sumtimes seems like french.

tt's all.

In war, a man kill to live.-Me.

2005-05-08T23:30:00.000-07:00

nonono, no bedtime stories 2dae.

can't dink of 1 at e moment.

in dis entry, let me 2 show u y my life is such a boredom by telling u my daily routine.

everyday, i wake up s late s 11, or even later.

brush my teeth, wash my face, eat breakfast 4 mayb ard an hr 2 kill time, slouching in front of e tv (v nua nua gor gor rite)...

after tt help my mum 2 hang out e clothes, then go dl songs (dl-ing songs hv taken up a lot of time 4 e past wks of e holiday but now i hv explored finish e whole tt78, so nt goin 2 use e com s often s b4 le).

then lie on e bed (hai... so lam nua) n read tt never finish tales until i nod on my head n roll off.

at nite i will then attend my blog n other websites 4 abt 1 hr.

frm 10pm to 11, i will watch e channel "u" show, e golden yrs or sumding la, v nice show leh, frankly speaking, then toss here n dere on e bed.

that's it.

A man that flies from his fear may find that he has only taken a short cut to meet it.-Tolkien

2005-05-07T22:30:00.000-07:00

wat shall i write 2dae...

i m getting sick of my blog now, wonder if u frens also.

mayb i shdn't hv new entries everyday.

n mayb, i dun dink i will ever attend 2 my blog 4 a full yr when sch reopen.

it will b another stressful yr of projects, tests, lectures, tutorials, talks, blah blah black ship...

but i hope it will also b another hopeful yr of jokes, "my frens", eating prawn mee (60 cents 60 cents 60 cents), teasing lecturers, eating wafers (maybe?)

i definitely dun look forward 2 it, but i definitely look forward 2 c u guys again.

wat 2 do sia...

no mood leh...

mayb in e nvt entry u will find yrself reading sum bedtime stories.

False hopes are more dangerous than fears.-Tolkien

2005-05-06T21:45:00.000-07:00

dere was once my sis told us tt 1 of her pri. one students steal $.

nt e 1st time, yet i wonder if it will b her last.

i daresay e student is quite skilful in dis area, given e age.

cos no one knew tt student is e culprit, if u exclude e surveillance camera.

but its nt e surveillance camera who giv her away in e 1st place, but her restless movement, her unceasing fidgeting, her guilty look, her nervous xpression, all of which betray her.

my sis call her out after observing her 4 quite sum time.

by lookin at her str. in e eye, she confess everyding without much questioning, so easy.

ha, 2 dink tt she is so smart s 2 place e wallet back at e atjactly same position, n nt 4getting 2 zip back e bag of e victim.

many times she stole, n many times she did nt repent.

s 4 u all, i dunnoe, but its my 1st time hearing a girl so young darin 2 steal.

nt surprisingly, her mum did bring her 2 a psychiatrist regularly, but 2 no avail.

most probably, e reason she steal is becos dere's no parents guidance, cos her parents r v busy workin, no time 4 her at all, n also being influence by watchin tv 2 often.

y y y, tell me y...

The treacherous are ever distrustful.-Tolkien

2005-05-05T23:59:00.000-07:00

another new topic 2day.

jus wanna announce i hv started on e unfinished tales.

but its v thick, n i only started, i dun dink i m goin 2 finish it even after sch reopen.

when i buy dis bk, i tot i can finish b4 sch reopen, but given e situation, i m wrong.

of course, dis is nt e main topic i 1 2 tok abt.

dis is jus a sub 1.

hah.

durin e holidays, i went 2 visit my colleagues at metro.

99% of them sae i m still e same, nv change at all.

dis is supposed 2 b a neutral comment, but wat dey mean is tt i m still like a child, yong yuan zhan bu da (nv grow up).

but i tot by having long hair, tying them up, i will look more mature.

buden dey sae whether i hv long hair short hair, tie up dun tie up, i still look like a child.

indeed i was v hurt.

haha.

mayb i can try 2 dress up more professionally nvt time, cos mayb tt time my overall appearance was v similar 2 e heeren 1 (refer 2 two posts b4 dis post), tts y.

nv xpect 2 come 2 metro 2 b "insulted" by my frens.

ha, no la, i was nt angry, jus hv many tots, tts all.

when dey tell me all dis, i was wishing tt e same little boy i served a yr ago can call me auntie again, if he dun mind.

We may go through darkness, but through darkness we may come to the light.-Tolkien

2005-05-04T21:30:00.000-07:00

gd 4 dose who r reading dis part of my blog.

cos dis entry will conclude e last part of my orchard trip.

hmmm...

where i go nvt r?

oh, i went 2 paragon.

i only went 2 metro la, u dink i go 2 every level every shop jus like wat i did in heeren r?

e 1st n e last department i went 2 is levi's.

issit expected of me?

ha, dun wu hui wo hor.

i nt becos of tt stupid fom project then i like levi's 1 hor.

ever since i like levi's, i keep lookin at other's ppl back. (i m NOT a pervert!!!)

siao gi na rite me, ha.

i went 2 find e 501, i wanted 2 try it, of course i try 4 fun only la, if i can buy then gd, so ex, sigh...

when i try it on at last, 4 e very 1st time, wow, e feeling v shiok.

i finally gt a taste of a levi's jeans, 4 a few mins...

i v suan gu hor, other ppl on e streets r wearing levi's jeans like nobody's business, n here i m writing until like wearing levi's jeans is a great big honour like tt.

mayb on another day, another 1 fine day, i will buy. (i dink by tt time already out-dated le)

A person without dreams in life is a walking corpse.-Me

2005-05-03T23:59:00.000-07:00

i haven finish my shopping trip r, i dink u xpect another new topic rite?

buden i haven tot of 1 leh, so we shall stick 2 e same topic.

wei qu ni men le...

haha.

yepz, after tt, i went 2 every single level of heeren, every shop, except 4 dose restaurants la.

y?

i m sure u noe.

e search of my ring again, in case u hv 4gotten.

most of e shops dun look like 1 tt sells e ring, dun hv tt face, ha, but dere is 1 shop rite, tt i guess hv.

dis shop r, initially i dun 1 2 step in 1.

e following is e reasons:

cos its like so funky funky type 1, u noe, then e boss is bald 1, like dose pai giang (j.j), then e atmosphere of e shop like v dark, i dink is mostly 4 big men 2 enter 1, dunnoe if anybody here gt enter dis kind of similar shops b4, aiyah, u noe wat i mean 1 la, i dink its v easy 4 any1 2 imagine how does e shop look like.

but i enter anyway, cos my desire 4 e ring is a bit stronger than my fear of stepping in2 e shop.

when i enter, a guy keep looking at me lor. (e man is nt e boss)

below is e reasons y:

i noe he is nt looking at me cos i m beautiful, he is looking at me cos i m alone, wearing a sling bag, wif specs (like a nerdy), my age 2 him maybe no more than a secondary 2 student, wondering y a young girl like me shd b wandering in dis type of dark dark shop (i DUN mean wu lu wu lu hor), if u noe wat i mean.

i buay tan han him, so after i look finish all e rings (dere's a lot lo, MORE than 5 glass boxes, i quickly gt out, n e air was fresh again outside e dark dark shop.

while i was walking, sum tots occupy my mind.

nt abt e man, but abt e ring.

i jus dun beliv tt shop didn't sell e ring, i gt a strong feeling it hv.

i 1 2 go back n ask e bald boss if he gt e ring, but e tot of e ambience of e shop held me back.

i m still walking, further n further frm e shop when all dese tot run thru my mind.

then i tot, since i m already here, which is quite seldom 1, cos i prefer 2 stay at hm n rot, i finally pluck up my courage 2 go back 2 e shop.

s u noe, e shops in heeren r usually overlapping 1, in-between, if u understand, so tt i hv 2 go thru many "mazes" b4 i can reach my destination.

in e meantime, s u noe, i m a road idoit, so i m worried i dun noe how 2 go back 2 my parents, but i still continue all e same.

when i gt 2 ask e boss, he sae hv, then my heart pounded a little faster than normal.

when he bring out e ring, my heart beat return 2 e normal pace.

its a gold ring again, 4 goodness sake...

i didn't 1 2 giv up, so i ask him gt silver 1 anot.

he sae no n i left e shop gloomily.

sumtimes r, not sae i dun 1 2 put in effort, jus tt when i carry high hopes while finding, i m afraid yi can huan xi yi can kong, 4 dose who dunnoe wat i m saying: my hopes will b dashed, i hate tt feeling, s every1 do.

buden if i dun go find, mayb spore gt sell e ring but i will nv noe, cos i nv go n find 4 myself, n nt onli tt, heaven will dink tt i m lazy n wun 1 2 help me.

wat shd i do...?

Its easier to forgive an enemy than a friend.-I 4gt who sae 1 liao.

2005-05-02T23:59:00.000-07:00

4 e previous entry i sae i went 2 orchard wif my family.

but i didn't quite describe it.

i m goin 2 do tt now.

e 1st shop i enter is hmv.

i went 2 find sly album, cos since its a new release, mayb i will b able 2 listen 2 it.

when i found it, i was real relieved cos i was able 2 listen 2 his songs.

i listen 2 his entire album twice, standing up, which cause my legs 2 b v suan, ha.

nt bad leh, i feel.

maybe is becos his voice is gd lah, better than taufiq's 1, maybe?

i dunnoe, haha.

my sis sae sly voice is better than taufiq's 1.

issit?

then i was dinkin y taufiq gt more votes.

perhaps his voice nt gd, but mayb he is more humble lah, gt chemistry wif s'poreans la, then sly mayb yayapapaya.

i m jus guessing anyhow.

so if any1 here is either a sly's or taufiq's or both fans, dun b offended r.

after hearin sly n some of taufiq songs, i suddenly feel like buying both their albums.

so greedy. (as is nt unusual)

1 dae lah, 1 fine day, i will.

wonder if its worth it anot.

or shd i dedicate my $ 2 rowling? (cos i virtually buy finish tolkien's bks liao. yes, buy finish le, but nt read finish)

A wild beast cornered is not safe to approach.-Tolkien

2005-05-01T23:59:00.001-07:00

i go out 2dae wif my family again.

ha, duunoe y nowadays always go out.

2dae is labour dae, so tml no work or sch lor.

wa, so v shuang, 3 days in a row.

but, u c r, i like tt keep goin out, then everyday wake up late, how 2 finish my tolkien bks?

hai yo...

zhen can.

holidays mah, no discipline.

i look here, look dere, no matter where i look, i dun dink i m able 2 finish e unfinished tales.

afterall, its supposed 2 b unfinished.

so i guess i m nt supposed 2 read it.

It must often be so, when things are in danger: someone has to give up things that they love, lose them, so that others may keep them.-Tolkien

2005-05-01T23:59:00.000-07:00

4 e 2nd part of e story, i went 2 e mac. 2 buy.

then dey sae dun hv.

then i went 2 kfc.

then dey sae dun hv.

i was beginning 2 wonder y nowadays choco. everytime dun hv 1.

so weird.

its nt e 1st time le lor.

tt time go out wif my fren, imm also dun hv choco, jp also no, only hv vanilla.

also dunnoe wat r dey doin.

later, we went 2 tt wallet shop.

cos i 1 2 buy a wallet, tt old 1, so big n old le, e bear sticker also drop off liao, then cannot put in pockets, scan card also mus take out frm e bag, so ma fan, a few parts also torn le. (complain queen)

s usual, i come out empty-handed again, cos i could nt find 1 tt i really like.

we saw kym ng, zhou chu ming n e chen zhi cai, advertising 4 e mei zhen xiang ba guan.

my mum sae kym ng v small size, but i didn't take a closer look, jus a glimpse only, cos we came late.

i dun noe if e shoppers gt take pics wif dis two anot, but 4 tt edmund, gt a lot of ppl take photos wif him lor.

also nv c gt ppl 1 2 take wif me.

nt only students, anuties also hv.

he so handsome meh, still wear dose v-tight fitting clothes, tryin 2 show off his muscles. (actually is oil n fats la)

during tt time, i was dinkin it will b gd if e celebrities were tolkien or rowling instead.

if its them, i will shirley go n take pics wif them 1.

haha.

i hv finished my story.

We cannot decide the amount of time that is given to us. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us.-Tolkien

2005-04-29T23:59:00.000-07:00

i went to jp wif my mum 2dae to return e lib bks.

after tt, we went 2 john little cos my mum sae gt offer.

when we step out of john little, we were empty-handed.

nvt, i suggest eating ice cream.

at first 1 always eat chocolate ice cream frm kfc cos we tot mac. n kfc standard is e same 1, so rather eat it frm kfc, since its cheaper.

but dere was once we tried e ice cream frm macdonalds.

its more ex, but then its much nicer.

e choc is thicker, n wats more, gt e zhen zong choco taste.

unlike kfc, e choco colour is lighter, seems like choco, but nt really hv choco taste(sounds like who?), though its cheaper la.

ha.

i write so much, in e end, i m jus tryin 2 say i m fussy. (so lo so)

since i foresee i hv nothin 2 write tml, i will continue 2dae entry in e nvt 1.

sumtimes i wonder if i m being silly, separatin a day's happening into 2 entries.

or issit i m 2 po po ma ma le?